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The great beauty of Poetry is, that it makes every thing every place interesting - '
John Keats

Monday, 13 May 2013

MASK: Its again

Heart, emotions, tears, laughter, is part of our life. Love, Relations, friendship, etc is different phases of life. I always feel as if I have been a nail on the wall which is always hit and used till the painting is needed and then no one counts me. When we are coloring our house, we will not even look at that nail and will just extend the color of walls on it also. Then comes the time when we are decorating our house and then we remember this nail which is just hanging over there from days and we happily hang our painting on that nail. A 2 ft painting depends on that .5 inch nail. The amount of trust kept by a painting worth thousands or lakhs of Rs is dependent on that 50 paisa nail and then the painting just keeps on hanging and hanging unless a day comes when due to some reasons the painting falls down. As it falls finally we will say, “there is some problem with this nail only ". We will hit that nail again with hammer and the story continues. The analogy seems perfect match for most of the readers reading this. You all might feel the same thing that yes you are that nail on the wall which has been battered, mutilated, lambasted, hurt, disfigured, smashed, shattered,  punished,  thrashed, wrecked, disabled, broke ,assaulted , butchered , crippled , crushed and finally destroyed. You are used and used pretty well. The above words are not in their perfect means of destroying the person but it’s about destroying your trust, love, care, respect, relation, admiration, appreciation, courtesy, honor, account, assurance, confidence, credit, dependence, expectation, faith, truth, hope and other various feelings which are uncountable for a layman.


It’s those same fake faces who are wearing that weird smile on a simple and pious face. It has happened with me always, I have been outcast-ed or maybe it might be my thinking. Yes there are all the possibilities that I may be the culprit or maybe there is some so called chemical locha inside my DIMAG, But maybe that fake faces are always around me or maybe i am gullible enough to be cheated with those mask that they all are wearing and moving right with me. The world is Dog eat dog world and it’s the survival of the fittest but would a person keep on loving others and follow their trends?

NO. There is always a saturation point of every person. We all might come across such dichotomy of life when we feel that we are just living in solitude. People say that have a cup of tea and a bowl of pop corn and watch the show. I can never be part of that fake show. Yes I have friends and hundreds of them. I have enemies equal to the number of friends. I also have those people who keep on switching between friend and enemy. I keep on asking every time that is this a good person? I just hope that this guy don’t break trust or  this one does not just forget me or this one don’t play politics or this one does not value my friendship. But it all happens and it goes on in opposite direction



One of my friends told me that parth listen no one is selfish or no one forgets but its just matter of time. So i said yes matter of time and proportion of usefulness. 2 of my friends visited my home twice or thrice and lived for 2 to 3 days and then when you meet them in future then there would be hardly a smile on their face.After some days they will again call me and might not even call though they might come to my city. So that's the point, now i don't need you.


A story of couple of my friends who are now no more friends. The reason was one told other to just check his gf whether she is loyal to him or not and after just one day that guy accused of flirting with her. Such losers are people that they neither can keep their love nor friends. In my past 6 years I have battled such mean, nefarious people and I have now chose solitude in place of friends. For me the word friend is as hypothetical as vampires. People believe of its presence but neither have I experienced nor I want to. Many people reading this might call this as one sided affair or shit but that’s what I have experienced. The only reason is I am unable to adjust the word "adjust". I can’t let go fake faces. I can’t forget what a person had done with me...yes I have been dense enough to befriend that guy again and again becoming a part of movie.


THEY ALL ARE WEARING MASKS..........ALL PEOPLE AROUND US ARE WEARING MASKS....

WE WILL BE LIVING HAPPILY AS WE ARE UNABLE TO "RECOGNIZE" OR ABLE TO "ADJUST" WITH THEM......but for ME its better to be MISANTHROPE.......


The poem is about something which many people feels. Its about those masks which are wore under so called relations and friends. It starts with current situation of a person and about his past in alternate paragraphs. paragraph 1st,3 and 5 th shows the solitude of person. 2, 4 and 6 shows the reasons behind it.The paragraph 7 and 8 are the epitome of all that I want to explain here.:)


MASK AGAIN...




Never ever thought would take that long way,
In search of truth trotted on the way.
Those stars up in the sky,
A picturesque darkness and shining pearls nearby.

Started in search of truth, love and real friends,
kept following the years old trends.
I wore the sunglasses of illusion on my eyes,
A mistake that showed me love instead of lies.

Now alone trodden on the road with a pair of jeans,
It was indeed the dichotomy  of my genes.
Playing with mirage of trustworthiness,
Became the epitome of nefariousness .


A group of friends always what I had,
A close friend that what I lacked.
My sunglasses made me the nail on wall,
They kept hitting unless I was all gone.

Hopping down the lane was a lonely aspiring finder,
Threw away those glasses and became a gambler

Took a risk and gambled relations and friends,
Kept hoping that this relation will  never come to an end.

Nail fallen down battered hard,
Unknown that I was the dart.
21st century as all of them said,
parth be as fake as you can.

Its a dog eat dog world as they said,
Use your brain that they never said,

They will remember you and lick your ass,
Once its over a punch on your face.

The thing that hurts and creates sympathy,
Is I loved , trusted and befriended and they showed apathy,
I completed all of their tasks and waited for my turn to ask,
They smiled and just changed their mask.....just changed their mask...just changed their mask...:( 



I am not saying to hate all but its me who have faced such people, so always follow as shown in this image

-Aspiring Finder (PRS)
Parth R Sanghani

Wednesday, 27 March 2013

અભિમાન 10 વેતનું

                                 અભિમાન  10 વેતનું 


Festivals and life and love and enjoyment and friendship and enmity and money and all sort of things are just a myth. People celebrate festivals but they don't know its real importance. People want to go out and enjoy but they don't know the reason.World is full of fake things and grumpy, proud people.

અભિમાન અભિમાન અભિમાન ...

આ એજ અભિમાન જેણે રાવણ,કંસ ,હિરણ્યકશ્યપ ,દુર્યોધન ,દુશાષણ,વગેરે  બધા ને હરાવ્યા . પૈસા  અને સોના  અને સંપતિ પાછળ ઘેલો આજનો માનવી એટલો ખરાબ થઇ ગયો છે કે એ ભૂલી જાય છે કે એ જે કર્મ  કરશે એવાજ એને  ફળ મળશે ....

Ego : The ego goes with so many words egoist, egotist , egomaniac , etc but all are the reasons of destruction of a person. People are proud of their deeds. They feel that they are the only one knowledgeable here and they live their whole life in egoism.

MY NEXT POEM IS ABOUT SUCH A PERSON WHO WASTES HIS LIFE IN EARNING MONEY AND IN HIS OWN EGO ....પોતાના અભિમાનમાં જીવતો આ માણસ ખુબજ દુખી થાય  તો પણ એનું અભિમાન ના  ઘટે ..

1)માણસ જન્મે એટલે ગામમાં જલેબી અથવા પેંડા વેહ્ચાય . માં બાપ, દાદા - દાદી , કાકા - કાકી , બધા ઉત્સવ મનાવે અને આ  જોઈ ને પેલા 2 દિવસના બાળકને વિચાર આવે ,"કે સાલું મારું કંઈક  મહત્વ લાગે છે બાકી આ બધા લોકો આટલા તો ઉત્સવ ના મનાવે "અને એનું અભિમાન ત્યારેજ વધી જાય .

2)8 વરસ ની ઉમર પર જયારે માં બાપ પુત્રની બધી ઈચ્છા પૂરી કરેને એટલે પેલા 8 વરસના બાળકના મનમાં હુંકાર  ચાલુ થાય . માં બાપ  બધી માંગ પૂરી કરે એટલે એનું અભિમાન 2 વેતનું  થઇ જાય .

3)16 વરસનો યૌવન થાય એટલે દોસ્તારોમાં  શેખીયો મારવા રૂપિયાનું વહેણ કરે અને એમાં પણ પોતાને મહાન ગણે .આમ એનું અભિમાન  વધતું જાય .

4) 20 વરસની ઉમરે ધંધે ચડે એટલે પછી તો છોકરો ગયો હાથ માંથી . બુદ્ધિજીવી બાપને ડફોળ ગણે અને પોતાને  સર્વબુદ્ધિમાન . વળી પાછુ ઘરમાં હવે તો પોતેજ કમાવનાર એટલે હું કંઈક છું ની ભાવનામાં એ બધાનો અનાદર કરતો ફરે  .

5) સંસારમાં પ્રભુતા પગલા ભરે એટલે કેવો પુત્ર અને ક્યાંનો પુત્ર . કોણ બાપ અને કોણ માં ? હવે તો હું અને મારી પત્ની અને અમારું સુખી સંસાર . અમે ખુબ સુખી અને સુંદર જીવન જીવીએ . એમ કરતા કરતા 5 વેતનું વધી જાય  અભિમાન માનવી નું .

6)ઘરમાં પુત્રનો જનમ થાય એટલે પાછુ એજ સોનાનું પારણું  સજાવવામાં આવે  અને  ઉલ્લાસ મના વામાં આવે , પણ એ માણસને  જ્ઞાન ના હોઈ કે આગળ શાંત નીર ખાઈ માં ધરી પડશે અને એ પણ એજ મુસીબતનો સામનો કરશે જે એના પિતાએ કરેલી .

7)આધેડ ઉમરનો થાય  અને પુત્ર મોટો થાય  એટલે બધા સામે પુત્રની ઠેકરી ઉડાડે કારણકે એ અભિમાની એવોકે પુત્રને પણ હરોળમાં રાખે .

8)બધા એને છોડીને જતા રહે સિવાય 2 જણ 1) એનું અભિમાન 2) પત્ની
પણ એ ઐશ્વર્યા અને પૈસા નો ભૂખ્યો એવો કે એણે  પત્ની ને ક્યારેય મહત્વજ  ના આપ્યું . આમ પત્નીને મોતી આપે પણ એ પણ એનાજ આંસુના ....

9) રહી ગયો એકલો હવે અને બની ગયો વિદુર કોઈએ એ . કમર ઝુકેલી હોઈ છે અને તો પણ સિંહાસન પર બેઠો એ . બાજુ માં 4 ફૂટ ની સોનાની લાકડી પડી હોઈ જે એન ટેકો આપે અને એ લાલચીને સોનાની લાકડી નું અભિમાન .

10) મૌત થઇ એની જયારે ત્યારે એને યાદ કરવા કોઈ ના હોઈ . માત્ર કાન્ધો  આપનાર આવે અને રાખે એના પાર્થિવ શરીરને ચંદનની લાકડી પર . સ્વર્ગ સીધાવવાનું એને દુખ નહીં પણ પેલી ચંદનના લાકડાઓનું એને 10 વેતનું અભિમાન ......:)





    અભિમાન  10 વેતનું 


10 વેતનું અભિમાન તારું
10 વેતનું અભિમાન ..

પગ પસાર્યા તે આ દુનિયામાં જયારે ,

સોનાનું  પારણું  સજાવ્યું ત્યારે ,
તારા પરિવારની સમજ કે તું છે ભેટ ,
અને વધ્યું તારું અભિમાન 1 વેત .

ઉમર થઇ 8ની તારી ,

સોનાથી તોલવાની  હતી વારી  ,
વધ્યું તારું અભિમાન નાની ઉમરે ,
આમ 1 અને 1 પહોંચ્યો તું  2 વેતે .

3 વેત નું થયું તારું અભિમાન ત્યારે ,

ઉમર 16 વરસની થઇ તારી જયારે ,
દુનિયાભરના નબીરાઓની સજાવી મહેફિલ ,
અને રૂપિયાના રોફે ગુમાવી તારી તેહઝીબ .

ભાઈ 10 વેત નું અભિમાન તારું , 10 વેતનું અભિમાન।।


ઉમર થઇ 20 ની તારી ,

ધંધે ચડવાની હતી તારી વારી , 
વધ્યું પાછુ તારું અભિમાન ,
કમાન માંથી છૂટી  ગયું હતું બાણ 

24 વરસનો યુવાન રૂપાળો તું ,

લગ્ન માટે હસતો  હરખાતો તું ,
લગન કરી કરતો ફરતો ગુમાન,
મોટાઓ નું  ન રાખતો તું માન .

અભિમાન તને પુત્રનું 6 વેતનું ,

અને  સજાવ્યું  તે એજ પારણું  સોનાનું,
પણ જોજે કિસ્મત નો એ ખેલ  
આગળ  નીરની ખાઈ સાથે હતી મેળ .

10 વેતનું અભિમાન તારું , 10 વેતનું અભિમાન ..


પૈસા ઐશવર્યા  પાછળ ઘેલો  તું ,

પરિવાર ને ભૂલતો થયો તું ,
 પુત્રને  બેઇઝત્ત  કરતો તું 
અને હુંકાર કરતો તું 

8 વેત નું એવુંતો તારું અભિમાન ,

કે રહ્યું ના કોઈ ગાનાર તારું ગાન .
રહી  ગઈ  1 તારી પત્ની તારી પાસે 
પણ કુબેરનો ભૂખ્યો તું  એને પણ રડાવતો મોતીના આંસુએ .

રહી ગયો વિદુર એકલો કોઈ તું ,

અને બેઠો સોનાના  સિંહાસન  પર  તું ,
ઝુકેલી કમરને ટેકો આપતી તને સોનાની લાકડી,
અને તને તારી એ લાકડીનું  9 વેત નું અભિમાન , 9 વેતનું અભિમાન 

સ્વર્ગે  સીધાવ્યો  તું કોઈ કાળે ,

અને રાખ્યું તારું પાર્થિવ શરીર ચંદનની લાકડી પર ,
તને કાંધો આપતા માત્ર માણસ ચાર ,
પણ તને ચંદનની લાકડી નું 10 વેત નું અભિમાન ...
ચંદનની લાકડીનું 10 વેત નું અભિમાન 

ASPIRING FINDER 
PARTH SANGHANI  

Sunday, 10 February 2013


JUST IN CASE: AM ALIVE AND WOULD BE BACK SOON :)


 Days just come and days just pass and life just goes on. Finally I got some time and guts to come and write my blog again after almost 4 months. Just now while writing this my fingers are tethering and my mind is booming that what am i going to write? Maybe lets see if I am really able to write here or not. So my life as always is soothing and travelling through all the patches possible in this world.

In last 4 months I almost traveled at the speed of lightning. First of all it was my external exam in last week of November. After that came the date 9th December , my elder sister's marriage and that was a tearful day for me. To forbid goodbye to your elder sister who has supported you in all your thick and thins is something far away for a person who has a sister. Relatives all around and then managing all the things on your own. It really makes a tedious job. Then 18 th December to 24 th December were those amazing days of my life which i would never forget. A trip to MOOD INDIGO at IIT BOMBAY along with some of m the best friends and moreover that walking on roads at beaches at juhu ,at marine drive in locals, my losing the MR MOODI contest in semifinals. That moving on the roads and living in IIT campus could not be more mesmerizing for me.

Then it was the new year party on 31 st of December along with 2 of my good friends named Roy ashwani and Utkarsh patel in one of the finest hotels of the city named " relish" .Gals and boys dancing at high tunes of hookah baar and chikni chameli and life stepping one new step in the year 2013.As the countdown from 10 started,I closed my eyes for my 10 biggest moments of 2012. As the crackers fired and hugs surrounded me , my eyes were filled with tears. The tears were for those innocent mistakes and for that mesmerizing moments, for that brazen efforts and for those successful ventures and the crescendo of happy new year plunged into my ears and I hugged my friend.  Life again started as usual with same old lectures and dog life of daily commutation.  Wake up at 7, take the bus at 7:45, reach late in college and then rigorously drag yourself in labs and lectures and if in such a moment if u chit chat with your friends then you are inviting the god of death i.e. lecturer just slams you infront of your class with his words and you being a brave guy revolt against him.

Meanwhile Uttrayan came and the pompous, colorful,festival of  kite flying came.I visited the patang bajar of baroda. Near the sursagar talav amidst the dense localities between 2 famous gates from Mandvi to nyaymandir. Boys and girls , uncles and aunties , dadas and dadis , all were out for buying kites, crackers and caps and balloons. I just checked my watch and in huge hustles and bustles and elbows pushing me, I saw that time was 00:45. Yes at 1 o clock in night the city was awake and so were all the gujaratis in all mega cities of gujarat . Really proud of being a gujarati where people just knows how to enjoy the life.... ગરવી ગુજરાત ....

The time started when the fight between  goliath and the david started. The educated engineer named goliath was teaching us  and many of the davids were waiting for his end:P :P . I meant to say that the harassment had started and is still going on. Why does a faculty forgets that he himself was a student at one time? Why does he forgets that there was a time when he was among those innocent faces( the word innocent is just for the sake of adding :D :D ) ? well still many of the davids have been able to pelt stones and  bring that goliath down,but one down and one more will rise. The fights just goes on in the engineering colleges  until one of the david himself would turn into goliath on one fine day.

Well then I participated in youth festival at bardoli and I tasted victory in its raw form. I felt as if the formula for victory was only with me as  my penance of 2 weeks in practicing for one act play i.e. 30 minutes drama, Debate and quiz and I leapt  to 1 st position.and lead me to following thoughts...

The tension of internals.....The promises made ...The arrangements done...The hard practices we had done daily in last 2 lectures..
That running to Faculties for attendance and internals problems...
ALL GONE WORTH ..
To the ONE WHO SAID TO ME "Cant u participate in technical competitions"
To the one who said to me"Shu karvu che youth festival ma participate kari ne?"
To the one who said to me "Tane bau sokh badhe rakhadvano ,jap ne "
To the one who said to me "shu la atli competitions ma fare che .1k naavdi ma bes ne "
To the one who said to me "Bhai ocha natako karo assignment and all kon aapse?"
ALL THIS "ONES" I WOULD SAY "ON YOUR FACE ....":D :D :D
what say SPARTANS ???? as i proved myself by winning 3 competitions and playing a role of making my university champion among 12 universities....


The life just goes on and as I had not been writing anything ....I just thought of telling all my followers that within a week I ll be back with 2 magnificent articles ....and so came up with this personal article of whats happening in my life..........