MASK: Its again

Heart, emotions, tears, laughter, is part of our life. Love, Relations, friendship, etc is different phases of life. I always feel as if I have been a nail on the wall which is always hit and used till the painting is needed and then no one counts me. When we are coloring our house, we will not even look at that nail and will just extend the color of walls on it also. Then comes the time when we are decorating our house and then we remember this nail which is just hanging over there from days and we happily hang our painting on that nail. A 2 ft painting depends on that .5 inch nail. The amount of trust kept by a painting worth thousands or lakhs of Rs is dependent on that 50 paisa nail and then the painting just keeps on hanging and hanging unless a day comes when due to some reasons the painting falls down. As it falls finally we will say, “there is some problem with this nail only ". We will hit that nail again with hammer and the story continues. The analogy seems perfect match for most of the readers reading this. You all might feel the same thing that yes you are that nail on the wall which has been battered, mutilated, lambasted, hurt, disfigured, smashed, shattered,  punished,  thrashed, wrecked, disabled, broke ,assaulted , butchered , crippled , crushed and finally destroyed. You are used and used pretty well. The above words are not in their perfect means of destroying the person but it’s about destroying your trust, love, care, respect, relation, admiration, appreciation, courtesy, honor, account, assurance, confidence, credit, dependence, expectation, faith, truth, hope and other various feelings which are uncountable for a layman.

It’s those same fake faces who are wearing that weird smile on a simple and pious face. It has happened with me always, I have been outcast-ed or maybe it might be my thinking. Yes there are all the possibilities that I may be the culprit or maybe there is some so called chemical locha inside my DIMAG, But maybe that fake faces are always around me or maybe i am gullible enough to be cheated with those mask that they all are wearing and moving right with me. The world is Dog eat dog world and it’s the survival of the fittest but would a person keep on loving others and follow their trends?

NO. There is always a saturation point of every person. We all might come across such dichotomy of life when we feel that we are just living in solitude. People say that have a cup of tea and a bowl of pop corn and watch the show. I can never be part of that fake show. Yes I have friends and hundreds of them. I have enemies equal to the number of friends. I also have those people who keep on switching between friend and enemy. I keep on asking every time that is this a good person? I just hope that this guy don’t break trust or  this one does not just forget me or this one don’t play politics or this one does not value my friendship. But it all happens and it goes on in opposite direction



One of my friends told me that parth listen no one is selfish or no one forgets but its just matter of time. So i said yes matter of time and proportion of usefulness. 2 of my friends visited my home twice or thrice and lived for 2 to 3 days and then when you meet them in future then there would be hardly a smile on their face.After some days they will again call me and might not even call though they might come to my city. So that's the point, now i don't need you.

A story of couple of my friends who are now no more friends. The reason was one told other to just check his gf whether she is loyal to him or not and after just one day that guy accused of flirting with her. Such losers are people that they neither can keep their love nor friends. In my past 6 years I have battled such mean, nefarious people and I have now chose solitude in place of friends. For me the word friend is as hypothetical as vampires. People believe of its presence but neither have I experienced nor I want to. Many people reading this might call this as one sided affair or shit but that’s what I have experienced. The only reason is I am unable to adjust the word "adjust". I can’t let go fake faces. I can’t forget what a person had done with me...yes I have been dense enough to befriend that guy again and again becoming a part of movie.

THEY ALL ARE WEARING MASKS..........ALL PEOPLE AROUND US ARE WEARING MASKS....

WE WILL BE LIVING HAPPILY AS WE ARE UNABLE TO "RECOGNIZE" OR ABLE TO "ADJUST" WITH THEM......but for ME its better to be MISANTHROPE.......

The poem is about something which many people feels. Its about those masks which are wore under so called relations and friends. It starts with current situation of a person and about his past in alternate paragraphs. paragraph 1st,3 and 5 th shows the solitude of person. 2, 4 and 6 shows the reasons behind it.The paragraph 7 and 8 are the epitome of all that I want to explain here.:)

MASK AGAIN...

Never ever thought would take that long way,
In search of truth trotted on the way.
Those stars up in the sky,
A picturesque darkness and shining pearls nearby.

Started in search of truth, love and real friends,
kept following the years old trends.
I wore the sunglasses of illusion on my eyes,
A mistake that showed me love instead of lies.

Now alone trodden on the road with a pair of jeans,
It was indeed the dichotomy  of my genes.
Playing with mirage of trustworthiness,
Became the epitome of nefariousness .

A group of friends always what I had,
A close friend that what I lacked.
My sunglasses made me the nail on wall,
They kept hitting unless I was all gone.

Hopping down the lane was a lonely aspiring finder,
Threw away those glasses and became a gambler
Took a risk and gambled relations and friends,
Kept hoping that this relation will  never come to an end.

Nail fallen down battered hard,
Unknown that I was the dart.
21st century as all of them said,
parth be as fake as you can.

Its a dog eat dog world as they said,
Use your brain that they never said,
They will remember you and lick your ass,
Once its over a punch on your face.

The thing that hurts and creates sympathy,
Is I loved , trusted and befriended and they showed apathy,
I completed all of their tasks and waited for my turn to ask,
They smiled and just changed their mask.....just changed their mask...just changed their mask...:( 


I am not saying to hate all but its me who have faced such people, so always follow as shown in this image

-Aspiring Finder (PRS)
Parth R Sanghani

અભિમાન 10 વેતનું

                                 અભિમાન  10 વેતનું 

Festivals and life and love and enjoyment and friendship and enmity and money and all sort of things are just a myth. People celebrate festivals but they don't know its real importance. People want to go out and enjoy but they don't know the reason.World is full of fake things and grumpy, proud people.

અભિમાન અભિમાન અભિમાન ...

આ એજ અભિમાન જેણે રાવણ,કંસ ,હિરણ્યકશ્યપ ,દુર્યોધન ,દુશાષણ,વગેરે  બધા ને હરાવ્યા . પૈસા  અને સોના  અને સંપતિ પાછળ ઘેલો આજનો માનવી એટલો ખરાબ થઇ ગયો છે કે એ ભૂલી જાય છે કે એ જે કર્મ  કરશે એવાજ એને  ફળ મળશે ....

Ego : The ego goes with so many words egoist, egotist , egomaniac , etc but all are the reasons of destruction of a person. People are proud of their deeds. They feel that they are the only one knowledgeable here and they live their whole life in egoism.

MY NEXT POEM IS ABOUT SUCH A PERSON WHO WASTES HIS LIFE IN EARNING MONEY AND IN HIS OWN EGO ....પોતાના અભિમાનમાં જીવતો આ માણસ ખુબજ દુખી થાય  તો પણ એનું અભિમાન ના  ઘટે ..

1)માણસ જન્મે એટલે ગામમાં જલેબી અથવા પેંડા વેહ્ચાય . માં બાપ, દાદા - દાદી , કાકા - કાકી , બધા ઉત્સવ મનાવે અને આ  જોઈ ને પેલા 2 દિવસના બાળકને વિચાર આવે ,"કે સાલું મારું કંઈક  મહત્વ લાગે છે બાકી આ બધા લોકો આટલા તો ઉત્સવ ના મનાવે "અને એનું અભિમાન ત્યારેજ વધી જાય .

2)8 વરસ ની ઉમર પર જયારે માં બાપ પુત્રની બધી ઈચ્છા પૂરી કરેને એટલે પેલા 8 વરસના બાળકના મનમાં હુંકાર  ચાલુ થાય . માં બાપ  બધી માંગ પૂરી કરે એટલે એનું અભિમાન 2 વેતનું  થઇ જાય .

3)16 વરસનો યૌવન થાય એટલે દોસ્તારોમાં  શેખીયો મારવા રૂપિયાનું વહેણ કરે અને એમાં પણ પોતાને મહાન ગણે .આમ એનું અભિમાન  વધતું જાય .

4) 20 વરસની ઉમરે ધંધે ચડે એટલે પછી તો છોકરો ગયો હાથ માંથી . બુદ્ધિજીવી બાપને ડફોળ ગણે અને પોતાને  સર્વબુદ્ધિમાન . વળી પાછુ ઘરમાં હવે તો પોતેજ કમાવનાર એટલે હું કંઈક છું ની ભાવનામાં એ બધાનો અનાદર કરતો ફરે  .

5) સંસારમાં પ્રભુતા પગલા ભરે એટલે કેવો પુત્ર અને ક્યાંનો પુત્ર . કોણ બાપ અને કોણ માં ? હવે તો હું અને મારી પત્ની અને અમારું સુખી સંસાર . અમે ખુબ સુખી અને સુંદર જીવન જીવીએ . એમ કરતા કરતા 5 વેતનું વધી જાય  અભિમાન માનવી નું .

6)ઘરમાં પુત્રનો જનમ થાય એટલે પાછુ એજ સોનાનું પારણું  સજાવવામાં આવે  અને  ઉલ્લાસ મના વામાં આવે , પણ એ માણસને  જ્ઞાન ના હોઈ કે આગળ શાંત નીર ખાઈ માં ધરી પડશે અને એ પણ એજ મુસીબતનો સામનો કરશે જે એના પિતાએ કરેલી .

7)આધેડ ઉમરનો થાય  અને પુત્ર મોટો થાય  એટલે બધા સામે પુત્રની ઠેકરી ઉડાડે કારણકે એ અભિમાની એવોકે પુત્રને પણ હરોળમાં રાખે .

8)બધા એને છોડીને જતા રહે સિવાય 2 જણ 1) એનું અભિમાન 2) પત્ની
પણ એ ઐશ્વર્યા અને પૈસા નો ભૂખ્યો એવો કે એણે  પત્ની ને ક્યારેય મહત્વજ  ના આપ્યું . આમ પત્નીને મોતી આપે પણ એ પણ એનાજ આંસુના ....

9) રહી ગયો એકલો હવે અને બની ગયો વિદુર કોઈએ એ . કમર ઝુકેલી હોઈ છે અને તો પણ સિંહાસન પર બેઠો એ . બાજુ માં 4 ફૂટ ની સોનાની લાકડી પડી હોઈ જે એન ટેકો આપે અને એ લાલચીને સોનાની લાકડી નું અભિમાન .

10) મૌત થઇ એની જયારે ત્યારે એને યાદ કરવા કોઈ ના હોઈ . માત્ર કાન્ધો  આપનાર આવે અને રાખે એના પાર્થિવ શરીરને ચંદનની લાકડી પર . સ્વર્ગ સીધાવવાનું એને દુખ નહીં પણ પેલી ચંદનના લાકડાઓનું એને 10 વેતનું અભિમાન ......:)

    અભિમાન  10 વેતનું 

10 વેતનું અભિમાન તારું
10 વેતનું અભિમાન ..

પગ પસાર્યા તે આ દુનિયામાં જયારે ,
સોનાનું  પારણું  સજાવ્યું ત્યારે ,
તારા પરિવારની સમજ કે તું છે ભેટ ,
અને વધ્યું તારું અભિમાન 1 વેત .

ઉમર થઇ 8ની તારી ,
સોનાથી તોલવાની  હતી વારી  ,
વધ્યું તારું અભિમાન નાની ઉમરે ,
આમ 1 અને 1 પહોંચ્યો તું  2 વેતે .

3 વેત નું થયું તારું અભિમાન ત્યારે ,
ઉમર 16 વરસની થઇ તારી જયારે ,
દુનિયાભરના નબીરાઓની સજાવી મહેફિલ ,
અને રૂપિયાના રોફે ગુમાવી તારી તેહઝીબ .

ભાઈ 10 વેત નું અભિમાન તારું , 10 વેતનું અભિમાન।।

ઉમર થઇ 20 ની તારી ,
ધંધે ચડવાની હતી તારી વારી , 
વધ્યું પાછુ તારું અભિમાન ,
કમાન માંથી છૂટી  ગયું હતું બાણ 

24 વરસનો યુવાન રૂપાળો તું ,
લગ્ન માટે હસતો  હરખાતો તું ,
લગન કરી કરતો ફરતો ગુમાન,
મોટાઓ નું  ન રાખતો તું માન .

અભિમાન તને પુત્રનું 6 વેતનું ,
અને  સજાવ્યું  તે એજ પારણું  સોનાનું,
પણ જોજે કિસ્મત નો એ ખેલ  
આગળ  નીરની ખાઈ સાથે હતી મેળ .

10 વેતનું અભિમાન તારું , 10 વેતનું અભિમાન ..

પૈસા ઐશવર્યા  પાછળ ઘેલો  તું ,
પરિવાર ને ભૂલતો થયો તું ,
 પુત્રને  બેઇઝત્ત  કરતો તું 
અને હુંકાર કરતો તું 

8 વેત નું એવુંતો તારું અભિમાન ,
કે રહ્યું ના કોઈ ગાનાર તારું ગાન .
રહી  ગઈ  1 તારી પત્ની તારી પાસે 
પણ કુબેરનો ભૂખ્યો તું  એને પણ રડાવતો મોતીના આંસુએ .

રહી ગયો વિદુર એકલો કોઈ તું ,
અને બેઠો સોનાના  સિંહાસન  પર  તું ,
ઝુકેલી કમરને ટેકો આપતી તને સોનાની લાકડી,
અને તને તારી એ લાકડીનું  9 વેત નું અભિમાન , 9 વેતનું અભિમાન 

સ્વર્ગે  સીધાવ્યો  તું કોઈ કાળે ,
અને રાખ્યું તારું પાર્થિવ શરીર ચંદનની લાકડી પર ,
તને કાંધો આપતા માત્ર માણસ ચાર ,
પણ તને ચંદનની લાકડી નું 10 વેત નું અભિમાન ...
ચંદનની લાકડીનું 10 વેત નું અભિમાન 

ASPIRING FINDER 
PARTH SANGHANI  

JUST IN CASE: AM ALIVE AND WOULD BE BACK SOON :)


 Days just come and days just pass and life just goes on. Finally I got some time and guts to come and write my blog again after almost 4 months. Just now while writing this my fingers are tethering and my mind is booming that what am i going to write? Maybe lets see if I am really able to write here or not. So my life as always is soothing and travelling through all the patches possible in this world.

In last 4 months I almost traveled at the speed of lightning. First of all it was my external exam in last week of November. After that came the date 9th December , my elder sister's marriage and that was a tearful day for me. To forbid goodbye to your elder sister who has supported you in all your thick and thins is something far away for a person who has a sister. Relatives all around and then managing all the things on your own. It really makes a tedious job. Then 18 th December to 24 th December were those amazing days of my life which i would never forget. A trip to MOOD INDIGO at IIT BOMBAY along with some of m the best friends and moreover that walking on roads at beaches at juhu ,at marine drive in locals, my losing the MR MOODI contest in semifinals. That moving on the roads and living in IIT campus could not be more mesmerizing for me.

Then it was the new year party on 31 st of December along with 2 of my good friends named Roy ashwani and Utkarsh patel in one of the finest hotels of the city named " relish" .Gals and boys dancing at high tunes of hookah baar and chikni chameli and life stepping one new step in the year 2013.As the countdown from 10 started,I closed my eyes for my 10 biggest moments of 2012. As the crackers fired and hugs surrounded me , my eyes were filled with tears. The tears were for those innocent mistakes and for that mesmerizing moments, for that brazen efforts and for those successful ventures and the crescendo of happy new year plunged into my ears and I hugged my friend.  Life again started as usual with same old lectures and dog life of daily commutation.  Wake up at 7, take the bus at 7:45, reach late in college and then rigorously drag yourself in labs and lectures and if in such a moment if u chit chat with your friends then you are inviting the god of death i.e. lecturer just slams you infront of your class with his words and you being a brave guy revolt against him.

Meanwhile Uttrayan came and the pompous, colorful,festival of  kite flying came.I visited the patang bajar of baroda. Near the sursagar talav amidst the dense localities between 2 famous gates from Mandvi to nyaymandir. Boys and girls , uncles and aunties , dadas and dadis , all were out for buying kites, crackers and caps and balloons. I just checked my watch and in huge hustles and bustles and elbows pushing me, I saw that time was 00:45. Yes at 1 o clock in night the city was awake and so were all the gujaratis in all mega cities of gujarat . Really proud of being a gujarati where people just knows how to enjoy the life.... ગરવી ગુજરાત ....

The time started when the fight between  goliath and the david started. The educated engineer named goliath was teaching us  and many of the davids were waiting for his end:P :P . I meant to say that the harassment had started and is still going on. Why does a faculty forgets that he himself was a student at one time? Why does he forgets that there was a time when he was among those innocent faces( the word innocent is just for the sake of adding :D :D ) ? well still many of the davids have been able to pelt stones and  bring that goliath down,but one down and one more will rise. The fights just goes on in the engineering colleges  until one of the david himself would turn into goliath on one fine day.

Well then I participated in youth festival at bardoli and I tasted victory in its raw form. I felt as if the formula for victory was only with me as  my penance of 2 weeks in practicing for one act play i.e. 30 minutes drama, Debate and quiz and I leapt  to 1 st position.and lead me to following thoughts...

The tension of internals.....The promises made ...The arrangements done...The hard practices we had done daily in last 2 lectures..
That running to Faculties for attendance and internals problems...
ALL GONE WORTH ..
To the ONE WHO SAID TO ME "Cant u participate in technical competitions"
To the one who said to me"Shu karvu che youth festival ma participate kari ne?"
To the one who said to me "Tane bau sokh badhe rakhadvano ,jap ne "
To the one who said to me "shu la atli competitions ma fare che .1k naavdi ma bes ne "
To the one who said to me "Bhai ocha natako karo assignment and all kon aapse?"
ALL THIS "ONES" I WOULD SAY "ON YOUR FACE ....":D :D :D
what say SPARTANS ???? as i proved myself by winning 3 competitions and playing a role of making my university champion among 12 universities....


The life just goes on and as I had not been writing anything ....I just thought of telling all my followers that within a week I ll be back with 2 magnificent articles ....and so came up with this personal article of whats happening in my life..........

ख्वाहिशो का तालाब एसा बांधों,  

की खुद दरिया भी तालाब से मीलने को तरसे

                                                                                         

                                                                                     -ASPIRING FINDER (PARTH SANGHANI)

DREAMUM,WAKEUPM AND CRITICALUM CONDITIONUM-  Well it literally made me laugh out of my bed when I first heard those lyrics from the movie AIYYA of Rani Mukherjee, But when I heard the song properly I found it quite interesting. The lyricist has rightly said that we do dream, we dream big and finally we wake up and then we just ponder over the situation and think what happened?

We just feel that is there any realistic chance of fulfilling those dreams?

BUT WHAT ALLOW US TO DREAM THE DREAMS?

WISHES???

If you thought wishes then my dear friend you would score 10 on 10 in your report card. Yes, those wishes are the reason for whatever we do in our life. Consider any situation or scenario; you would be because of your wishes only. This wish gives us a chance to live life. It’s this wishes which makes us and allow us to think. Consider a situation where you are in a desert, you know that there is no water anywhere and you see mirage far away. You know that there is just an illusion. You know that you will end up as a fool, but still you run towards that place and then that thing disappears.

DO YOU KNOW THE REASON BEHIND THIS?

Somewhere in your heart there is hope, a hope that may fulfill your wishes and maybe you might find a rainbow among dark clouds. Take any situation any person, does not matter his caste, creed, color, ethnicity, able, disable, etc but all of them, each of them is today respiring in this world to fulfill their wishes.

LET’S HAVE A STORY.
There was a small, shanty, dusty town somewhere in India which was having merely a population of around 1000.A typical slum area where penurious people were waging a war daily with life to fulfill there needs. The two lanes were opening towards stone-broken houses. There were children playing in puddles of gutter which had mosquitoes and tadpoles as there part of games where the insects had no role in their games but they were just helping them to get out of the filthy water by sucking the blood and fulfilling their own needs. Thus destitute of basic necessities, people were living in the manmade hell. It looked as if the street dogs away were having far better life as lastly they had to doze in those gutters and search for a prey or had to wait for the leftovers if any. The second part was like a feast as it was impractical when you have humans who eyes over leftovers.

There was an old couple who was able to visualize life but unfortunately they were not having vision. Yes there was an octogenarian couple who had been living in this shabby area without their viewing ability. It was a hard trodden life for the man who was sitting along with his grandchildren and wife. The old man was lighting a bidi (cigarette made with very less amount of tobacco and made from leaves) which was particularly a cheaper one then the one which his sons were smoking. The couple had lived enough but still they always wished to live a life far beyond their imagination. Apart from all this there were those taunting of the daughter in laws of his 2 sons who were always having a reason to accuse the old hapless couple.

The lady along with her husband daily used to worship god. Each new morning the couple used to had a new hope and new wishes that may get fulfill. They both had heard that somewhere there is a huge mass of water called Ocean but they had never experienced it or seen it. The man used to pray to god that they hope that they can fulfill their wish. After all the hard work done in bringing up their children, at the end they had to hear those miserable comments from their own children. Though they had always suffered but they never used to stop dreaming. Every morning they had a new wish, on someday they wished to have gold ornaments, some day a huge mansion and on some day to see the 7th generation of their. Now this is the best part of India. Here people are always theist and hopeful. 

One day god finally heard the couple and he spared a thought that this couple has been praying to him daily and all the time they rise up with new wish. He thought that this couple is really pitiable and he should grant them a wish. So finally one fine day the old man got a dream where god told him that he was god and seeing their urge to live more in hope of a better life, he gives them 1 wish which they have to express in only one sentence. The man said that he has thousands of desires. So god told that he gives him one week time and he would again come to fulfill their wishes. Next morning the man told his wife and she was astonished hearing the dream. The couple was now unable to sleep. On one end they heard there grandchildren playing in the same puddle along with those bugs. He called them and hugged them and found that there was a loin cloth on child's body which was used just to cover the private part. Then there was their own wish to see the ocean and 7 the generation. It was as if their wishes like horses.

Finally the man cracked an idea and he was ready for one wish. The shrewd octogenarian was ready and one fine night he heard god again. So the man replied that he urges to sit on a golden sofa along with his wife on 7th floor of his own house seeing the maids playing with their 7th generation near the window which faces the ocean.

Well really this is life all about. Sometimes our wishes come true but it gets very late and sometimes we leave dreaming seeking the fact that they will never get compete. SO ALWAYS WISH TO DREAM ..........Who knows when your wish gets granted. But one should also work for that wish or one should be witty enough to know the opportunity.

Someone has rightly said “Ships at a distance have every man's wish on board. For some they come in with the tide. For others they sail forever on the same horizon, never out of sight, never landing until the Watcher turns his eyes away in resignation, his dreams mocked to death by Time. " 

 ख्वाहिशें

ख्वाहिशें हैं यहाँ हज़ार, 

खोलो सपनो का बाज़ार।  

बहते पानीसी ये ख्वाहिशें,

तेरे अश्क से कमज़ोर ख्वाहिशें,

रब से  हाथ फेलाती ये ख्वाहिशें,

पायल सी छनकती  ये ख्वाहिशें,

मिटटी सी महेकती मेरी ये ख्वाहिशें,

कई  बिजली सी चमकती ये ख्वाहिशें।

तारो से टिमटिमाती ये ख्वाहिशें,

तितलियों से रंगीन ये ख्वाहिशें|

ख्वाहिसोका उमड़ा हे सेलाब ,

अश्क की बूंदों से भरा पड़ा तालाब।

न जाने कब रुकेगी ये ख्व्वाबो  की बुँदे ,

और जाने कब जी पाऊंगा सुकून से ।

नैना मेरे देख रहे इशारे,

नवाबी ठाट जो न मानी मेरी ख्वाहिशें।

कहे योद्धा महेनतसे मिलती हैं शेह और मात ,

ख्वाहिशें मेरी इकराकर बोली ,"मत दर रूआबी भी  हैं मेरे ठाट।

आज यूँही जिन्दा हूँ तो हैं ये ख्वाहिशें,

डर  हैं कल अगर ना रहू तो रह ना जाए ये ख्वाहिशें।

दिखाई गई ख्वाहिशें को देखकर मैं सिर्फ इतना ही कहूँगा,  

"हैं  हजारो ख्वाहिशें हर किसी की 

बस कमज़ोर की 2 पल की और हिमात्वान की पूरी

 ज़िन्दगी की ....."

-aspiring finder (Parth sanghani)

MASK

Mask.... mask.....mask... Well what does mask reminds us about ?? It can remind you of JIM CARREY in his light comedy film.But When i searched on google what i found was this "A mask is an object normally worn on the face, typically for protection, disguise, performance or entertainment".Is this the real defination ? or is it incomplete definition? 

MASK  has so many uses and types:-
1)For overall face protection,
2)for entertainment in movies or circus:)
3)to hide yourself from someone
4)to attack someone in disguise....

Well there are millions of other reasons behind a mask.This mask can be an important asset for various phases and places, But the real question which disturbs me and makes me feel like WHY THE HELL ON EARTH?. 


Why the hell on the earth people needs to wear masks??? The jingoistic people wear it for their own protection and to save their identity, while raiders also wear masks whether its the commandos raiding to save someone or the robbers or the plunderers plundering some places. They all wear masks. Some also wear mask just to hide some marks on their face.



 Does mask only means hiding your face ??


 Or does Mask only means to save yourself from 

those eyes desperately staring at you? 


 Or does Mask means to save yourself from 

bright sunlight and dust and wind?

"Well mask is actually to hide the real 

situation by wearing a fake replica of the 

situation."

So now what i intent to write here is the story of 21 st century or maybe story of every century and every generation.Mask is seen as a tapering point for a layman. But in reality mask is just the tip of an iceberg. As i said when i cogitated on this huge topic i finally caught the tip of iceberg, but when I plunged inside it, I found that this is denser then rainforest and vast then pacific ocean.

It all started from the story of feelings.Long long back there used to live a man. Well according to the cultures of world adam and eve were the first human beings on the earth. They set off to a new dawn of life on which they dwell, But i dont know whether they were the one who were responsible, or maybe culprit i should say for bringing the feelings in this world.So i hope now you must have got what i am talking about....

"YES FEELINGS ,THOSE MINUTE 

EXPRESSIONS ON WHICH EACH AND EVERY HOMO 

SAPIENS REALLY ABIDE"

It all started maybe from the very first human beings,one of them was pandora. She was given a box from greek gods, but she was told to keep it as it is. Well but as we know out of curiosity and desperation she opened the slit of the box and what she saw was abhorrent for each and every human being on this earth. It gave birth to all the evils of the earth including diseases,jealously,sadness, hatred, enmity and all those blasphemous and vile things which have directly impelled human society to build up this huge structure of sins.

"I feel that maybe there could be huge pillars of crimes and sins which if piled together then could  make a way to stars infinite light years away", but this can be only  possible in virtual world.

" Below the box there lied a spirit of hope named elphis"

Pandora was afraid and devastated seeing this catastrophic and out of box affects.She was then blessed by the elphis"I will with you and with millions of generations succeeding you and the whole human race".

"WELL SO WHERE DOES MASK COMES FROM?"

So the next tale which i am going to write is just a piece of paper from my book. Maybe i would say its just a creation of my heart.Pandora quickly agreed with hope and she gave her gratitude for being with her and her whole succeeding  generation.The next few years just went and pandora was trying to live with all those virtuoso things and vile evils, then one day at the break of dawn a huge fight broke out between the feelings, between the evils and angelic feelings.Hatred said ,"we first came out of the box and we will always with each and every human being".On this love quickly clumsily replied," God has sent us to live and flourish human civilization".At this enmity and jealousy and hatred and all frowned in a susceptible yet malign manner.The situation soon started to get worsen when altruist friendship reminded about,"you all should act according to ethos and logos, if despicable things like you will live or dwell then the human civiilization will fall down like a castle of cards".This words stunned the egotist pride who made horrendous expressions and  said," We are the ultimate supreme of this world and its creatures ,I am the best thing which can provide a human being to new heights.I can reassure every layman that he has those guts and he is indeed the greatest and better then others."

Soon this whole discussion took a revolution in worst possible manner.It was soon going to witness a blood-full revolution and a huge carnage.Seeing all this all of sudden trust said,"lets not fight and instead call goddess of hope-elphis" .Soon elphis-spirit of hope appeared and she listened to each and every accused and their each and every excuse.Listening to all of the angelic and malign feelings elphis announced and revealed an astonishing fact,"I always knew and was always ready for this huge and cumbersome situation which infact made me also claustrophobic for weeks. Then i pondered at this thing and finally gathered the moxie to create a new innovation" and she showed the magic which she had up her sleeve, yes she revealed and showcased  mask. A male with tough thoughts and muscular body soon appeared 

Mask smiled sarcastically when hope introduced him. she said,"This is a medium through wich each of you can dwell with human civilization.Whenever any of you wants to appear or live just ask the mask.This mask will give you space and will bring and allow everyone to live with human-being, but always remember that please use it only when it is mandatory else it can make a mark on human being and can result into an abhorrent state".She also gave both evil and good a boon which they can use for their own good.This boon was only given as hope wanted to use it as a gratitude as they came to her and did not tried to resolve on their own.As years passed every had their share of mask but the malign intentions of evils soon overpowered mask also. They gave birth to corruption with the help of   a boon which they had got from hope.They bribed the mask to give more share and mask had to accept. So the virtuous yet shrewd  angelic feelings used their boon and created determination .This self-determination was used for the people whom mask overcomes and uses malign feelings. But in reply the self determination overtakes the malign feelings to take over mask and use heavenly feelings. This fight is still on and mask is used by each and everyone.

"This story is my own creation which justifies birth of mask, the mask which is with each of us. We all have fake smiles,love and hatred feelings."



A gujarati poet has rightly said

 " આ તો જીવન ની રીત છે,

બાકી કેમ છો કેહવા વાળા પણ ક્યાં મજામાં હોઈ છે ?
  
So this is the feeling which comes to everyone. Human beings in order to win, in order to reach at top always results to this fake smiles. We always hate everyone,People just moves on wearing fake smiles and masks to get their feelings and wear them.So out of creation i wrote a poem for all those fake people who uses mask to swap their feelings

THE  Mask

When god made earth,

many things took birth.

Different beings made their mark,

but some were always left in dark.

some were strongest in all means,

But equal were their shallow deeds.

They became the most strong amongst all,

And soon became  mighty in all.

On a sudden dusky night,

came across a dirty sight.

The face soon becomes so fake,

The smile was just for sake,

THAT beings wears a smile till their days shines bright.

And then they shows the coins darker side,

the beautiful smile turns to wild laugh.

The appreciating eyes turns to killing sights

Your good work has been given such a prize,

And you still feel your dear friend is on your side.

Such Are those beings,

which are proudly called human beings.

Has 1 beautiful face with 1000 of case,

for them they are having mere a race.

 they wear millions of masks ,

just to complete lifes dirty task.

So parth says its good to live for nonliving things,

atleast its not AS FAKE AS HUMAN BEINGS...


-ASPIRING FINDER

-PARTH SANGHANI

POEM NO 50:- RED PRISON

BDAY MONTH for my blog. Well it has not been a blog its been a journey for me. I started writing poems from std 10th and then slowly slowly it became a medium to transfer my thoughts and my thinking. It all started from little rhymes and then small sms and which converted in the form of poems.

"THE GREAT BEAUTY OF POETRY IS THAT IT MAKES EVREYTHING AROUND US INTERESTING "-john keats

What a great saying by great love poet.I was good in writing from my childhood and really dont know when i started picked up my hobby of writing, i also started writing my daily diary and keeping tracks of everyday life. But don't know somehow the engineering pressure rised above my daily habit and stopped me from writing it. I don't know why do people start making speculation about a person once he or she starts writing poems or that sort of things.

Well too much about me ,maybe i was getting  much of emotional. But friends i just think that at times life is monotonous and you can never get a real meaning to it, what i learned from my life is  "ADD LIFE TO YEARS AND NOT YEARS TO LIFE"

I know  its been a lot of time when i wrote my last poem or post, but i was not ready to write anything. It had been terrific 5 months for the year of death 2012 :) . It started with my friends in mumbai on 1st jan and then my 4th semester started. It was overall the same thing for me in this months. In fact like many of the things i had gave up on my blog too. You can say that i am good on starting or beginning the things but somehow i am not able to continue with it. I started learning guitar and stopped it.I played TT and forgot it. Well there is always something in all of us which we need or want to change somehow.I finally broke down without any reason only because i was finding life boring at times. And at times i was on CLOUD 9 considering myself as the luckiest person on the earth. That is human being or you can say "ASPIRING FINDER".

"YOU TEND TO HATE YOUR LIFE ONLY TO FIND THAT ITS BEAUTIFUL"

LIFE IS INDEED BEAUTIFUL BUT FACT IS ALL THINGS COMES WITH CONDITIONS.

"ITS THE HEART WHICH TAKES THE PAIN AND ITS THOSE EYES WHICH FEELS IT."

So what i meant to say here was the reason for this kind of life.we know its kind of uncertain. At times i was deeply in love of life and somehow had to halve the life.The reason for it is the ego,proud. The typical thinking that " I am something.." which helps you to commit sin and then you are left bewildered . Now you start considering yourself and life the culprit.Its the two branches of life just like two meanings of word wreath a circular garland(  a sign of celebration, victory ) and that circular smoke in fret (a sign of destruction,pain).Its the courage of breaking heart which leads to the destruction.The tears are felt by two eyes and the pain by the heart.

Well I finally completed my poem NO-50. Ya i have wrote pretty less here but i keep writing in my mobile , diaries and class notes the best time pass in lectures.Life of me, you and everyone is just about that prison . yes prison behind the RED BLOOD THATS that HEART ... OR YOU CAN SAY ...:-

                                        RED PRISON

EMBRACED BY THE LOVE FOR LIFE,

MY LIFE GOT HALVED WITH A KNIFE.

SMELLING THE AROMA OF WIN

I STARTED COMMITTING SIN.

BEING ENGRAVED IN GRAVE,

NOTHING WAS LEFT EXCEPT TO CRAVE.

A LITTLE SPACE WAS THERE TO BREATH,

LIFE IS NOTHING BUT A DEAD BODY IN COFFIN.

ITS THIS DICHOTOMY OF LIFE WHICH LEADS TO WREATH,

AT TIMES ITS GARLAND, ELSE ITS SMOKE IN FRET.

ITS THIS MOXIE OF BREAKING HEART IN SMALL FLAKE,

WHICH HAS BROUGHT ALL THIS WRATH AND WRECK.

THE DARKNESS BEYOND THOSE RED WALLS,

AND THE TEARS IN THOSE TWO WATER BOWLS.

ARE REASONS ENOUGH TO FEEL THE PAIN,

IT IS THIS DEXTERITY SEEN IN EVERY OTHER BEING.

THE CONFUSING SOUL HAS AMBIGUOUS REASONS,

BUT REAL CULPRIT IS THAT KALEIDOSCOPIC THING BEYOND RED PRISON..

:-( ;-(

"There is this skill in every human being to feel the  misery , agony and pain which has thousands of reasons"

The real culprit for all this kind of things is that thing beyond red colored walls but the one changing patterns in kaleidoscopic   yes HEART........ ITS THIS HEART.............

-ASPIRING FINDER FROM RED PRISON

-PARTH SANGHANI :)